Vhiea Giantika

I wish I never met you , I wish I never kissed you . And told you that I missed you
I wish I didn’t write stupid poems . To try and convince you to be with me .I wish I wouldn’t stop by your house just because I could. What are we doing here
You fuck with boys’ minds . But why do you keep me around? I wanted you . Now, I can’t even be in the same room with you , Just go.
Don’t talk to me , Don’t visit me . Just disappear , Leave my heart , Leave my soul And everything about me as a whole.
Get me another drink So I can wash your memory out of my veins . Kill some cells to leave this hell It’s the only thing that helps.
I wish every star would explode and make me go deaf And I wish the moon’s light would soon fade to black So that I cannot see or hear Maybe then I’ll forget the sound of your heartbeat under the night sky.
I wish I wasn’t so stupid , To stick around while you cried over some asshole who didn’t want you I wish I didn’t care so fucking much about your problems.
I wish I never told you how much I loved you And all those times I spent comforting you Were just never quite enough.
Why you! This was never supposed to be Just stop caring and leave. We go in circles anyway Progress is an illusion for what resembles hope I wish I could hurt you. Scar you. Quit you. Leave you. You never loved me…
Only my presence to help you forget your pain Used me up, and now I have no pity left for you. If you loved me, then you should have caught me when I fell for you For a whole year Now my love for you is lying dead at the bottom of a dark trench.
I wish we never took so many pictures Ones that I never should have taken
What were we thinking? It took the death of hope to let you go And now I finally know Stay cold and alone in your bed Without the warmth of the blue jacket Or the sweet aroma of my cologne I hope you hurt just as much as I do
I hope your guilt eats you alive And you grasp what was lost I hope when your eyes visit the moon . 
You realize the distance back to your heart And remember how far I loved you.
I wish I could forget you And everything we ever had Don’t you get it? I don’t care about you. I don’t care about your needs. I don’t care about your feelings.
But I do. Maybe one day our hearts will bring us back home Right here to the place where we’d meet Where hope and dreams walk hand in hand Where reality meets actuality Where love is the only thing that matters.
And where the death of hope becomes the birth of new possibilities.